random again

phew finally settled most of my pending jobs, fri & weekend aint great at all and was damn exhausted (as usual la) sorry for making ppl worried about my previous post, guess i've been too stress for myself ady (even i had alot of dandruff! urgh)

feel better now and keep my self alone, guess when time passed it cure my pains.. deep inside my heart.. i dont even know why i'll feel so stressed but when the things come it just happened to be very peaceful, i guess i'm over worried about the situation, and i'm glad i still have friends beside me to cheer me up, making my life easier (although they still always making fool around.. ke ke) and i'm so sorry to left behind my family, so sorry to missed the dinner and i'm so sorry for speaking loud to my mum, i know she's trying to help and care about me, but just let me to settle by myself.. after had a long talk with my mum last week, i realize that this isnt what i need to work this way, i dont know how to describe but it makes me put down the things behind and let it go naturally.

and i'm lucky for owning so many stuff, some friend (elder than me) told me that i was already very good at this stage for being so mature and confident, and most important is the passion that they can see, from a stage to another, from nothing become the owner. feel so please and grateful that i'm able to be strong, at least i've what i'm dreamt of and still there's a lot of things i should fight for, in the future :)

have a gd day people!

taking a deep breathe

being very very emo for pass few days, and gone through some hard time again, wonder why all the things come in a sudden. making me so suffer! i even cried for nothing, okay call me cried baby, i just cant hold my tears.

"i'm just a normal person, not a superwoman! and i only have a pair of hands!"

u can see me laugh out loud, but when i'm alone i feel so depressed, problems still keep going and rounding, or i shall said all the things came 1 short and i dont know how to face it.

i feel lost. everyday i just follow my feel to do the things i need to do, but i'm not happy at all. or i'm just scared to face the reality?

i wanted to hide myself deep inside the ground, to let me feel better, and keep me silence. for you, you and you, i just dont want to care anymore! i felt that i'm the dumb-est person on earth! i wont fckin care what's left for me, i just want to be back myself.

for the time being and for sake of my life, i'll still stand strong.

thanks for letting me ranting here.

phew~

time to start work again!

iPhone adventure story

well well, how do i want to start this post.. actually this is the continuous story from the part 1 that you can read *here*

so productive that i wanted to blog about my iPhone story again and again!

(booking has been made and now the collection part)

story begins on a hectic thurs, received email from hoe again (hoe is internet-less in off n he only be able to use email as his chatting tools) this round more ppl joined in, tien, me n khang, busy replying their mails, and also busy doing work la.. out of sudden i gt msn msg from khang (which really rare, long time didnt chat with him on msn) and he copied my nick! then he surprise me by saying he just received a msg from his dad saying that his iPhone is ready to collect! and since i was replying quite slow (need to work mar) so i received his call, at 1st dunno is him cause he's using off num (pandainya) and i recognize his voice so he told me the collection and i was like shouting to him and the whole office can hear my voice -.-" i was damn emo and pissed off and geram and merajuk here and there.. all mixed emotion come out! after cutting the line from the phone i still marah marah him at msn, even facebook -.-" damn gan cheong and damn emo!!

so khang has made a call to maxis to confirm whether his iPhone is ready and i keep on asking him to help me to complain, it's unfair! he booked his 4 days after my booking and why i didnt received any calls/sms/mail from maxis? damn pissed off lor.. but cant help, controlled my emotions and get back to work since the workloads are killing me and i've told khang will meet him after work to collect his together (actually i was planning to try my luck!)

so it was 6pm and i still in office, khang called again and asking whether i've arrived cause he saw my name on the collection list! when i hear that i quickly shut down my mac and speed to pyramid..

once arrived at maxis center at pyramid, i quickly goto the counter and ask 1st before i go and meet khang who was already there for his collection with his mum, and i was very mad that when the guy said that i'm in the list of collection, i straight away scold the guy for not informing me and keep me waiting! urgh damn pissed off, quickly i request for num and proceed to the counter where khang ady got his iPhone in his hand T.T damn jealous! and i hafta wait for another 1 hr before my turn :( keep waiting n waiting and luckily khang keep me accompanied..

the waiting part is the worst, payment lagi worst!! damn bad experience i had! after my num showing on the screen, then i proceeded to the counter and give the girl all the documents that required, wait again for her to key in all the particulars, and wait again for her to get my iPhone from the store until she put it infront of her which i only can see it but couldnt touch it! and made payment that time i gave her my credit card, wait again and when she's back she said my card cant do the transaction! i was like wth? i'm hating public bank! boycott the credit card! was so damn nervous and dunno what to do, called the bank and he said i exceed my limit! urgh my other installment credit also counted in the limit :( i was stunned and dunno what to do, really really nervous, iPhone infront of me but kenot get it, and i'm thinking my self why am i so bad luck :( luckily khang is there with me and willing to help me! thankyou sooooo much! i really touch and thanks for saving my iPhone! phew what a experience! after all the ding-dong-ing, and i still puzzled after the incident, i barely can laugh when i open the box until i touch the iPhone, phew~

so after both of us got our new toy and happily leave maxis center, we went to sushi zamai for dinner as khang's parent are already there, paiseh to let both of them wait me in the maxis center, still very stunned while in the restaurant, barely eat cause no mood :p phew.. thanks khang again for the dinner! and after that we went to machine to grab our screen protector and cover.. coincidentally we choose the same cover with screen protector but different color! :p camwhore abit after we got our thing and went back home after that to install applications and settings..

and so now introducing my another newborn baby, iPhone 3Gs.

really thanks to khang for the accompanied and we even countdown together before we collect it and predict whether we can collect it at the same time, and also my baby wont be lonely, got a new partner! hehe.. new addiction and i'm loving it! finally my dream phone is on my hand now and i'll appreciate it (but yest i dropped it on the floor for the 1st time T.T heart broken)

view my final year project prediction *here* for 3 years and it's finally here :)
(actually i should upload my 1st draft of my project, exactly the same shape that i've design!)

pictures time:

khang "touched" his iPhone (jealousnya)

dropping nokia.. ha ha

transferring from nokia to iPhone

with his black box n black iPhone (mine is white! very contrast from khang, we're playing opposition -.-")

the num that i've been waited for almost 1 hr!

can see but kenot touch T.T

drama over, finally get it in my hand, and i can see that i'm forcing to laugh

unpacking



woots i'm grinning!

introducing my new baby~

white color somemore

finally can laugh from my heart :p

after getting our skins from machine

and we're playing contrast again -.-" coincidently

mine with magenta skin cover

and his with blue skin (eventually he's looking for green but dont have stocks)

skin on!

tadaaa! they booth gt accompany and partner! wont be lonely.. ha ha

khang still looks so skinny -.-"

pls bare with my after-working face.. damn teruk.. some more dress like a aunty :p no time to dress up that day, was overslept again and i just grab any clothes from my wardrobe :p

officially broke now and time to explore my baby again! ha ha..
till then! have a great sunday~

too little time

not-so-recent me, just feel that need to post some picture up but end up choosing this pic :p

too little time for me this few days, crazy! not enough of rest and sleeps.. uhuhuh T.T need to organize my time again.. actually i've been putting down alot of things but why still so busy, rushing here and there, making me headache, work kills, no choice hafta earn money, got freelance to do also cant cover all my expenses.. haih.. then this few weeks i really party hard, every week non-stop.. need to do more mask d :(

bah rambling again.. i've lots of pending post need to clear but dont feel like blogging it..

**random**

it's his bday this week, and i bought him the present, how silly am i? oh gosh, i dont even know why i'll go and pick his bday gift, well see whether i'm brave enough to pass it to him though..

aug outings with hiki

clearing my pending post again!
it's us again, after getting my baby i've been hanging out alot!
lazy to type, picture post ok?

dinner at amarin thai, mid valley








merdeka eve at brussels jaya one











more pix post coming uppppp!

btw
happy birthday to boon!