yea, referring to my title above, that a real shock story that i wanted tell out.. seriously i dont know when isit started to happened but this is really scary.. i mean it's too fast for me to react..
just pray everything will be fine and go smooth, we'll never know when is the surprise and also what kind of things would be happened next.. live life to be interesting? hehe
shall not reveal it now, just let everything flow naturally :)
till then. xoxo
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Sunday, October 24, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
how do u defined bff
i've post this status on my fb 2 days ago, and wondering what's bff for.. yea.. bff again.. in my case it's different story.. normally bff is the one who shares the joy & sadness with you, the one who understand you the most & also the person who knows what you're thinking..
urgh i dont know how to start the story between us, both of us knew each other for many years, and the click between us just happened like that, we've been doing alot of silly things together, girlie nightout, gossiping & also support each other. bah, i think it's all over now, i'm really really upset with her, i dont even know how to describe her now. just plain disappointment, and my heart breaks.. haih
i was so jealous and envy on those bff who really can get along so well, but not for me.. i know i have another bunch of best buddies, but still not close as you, you're just like my big sister, we share alot of things together, and we know what's thinking in our heart..
bah i dont want to find myself so suffering because of her, i have my own life, i still got a bunch of friends who can cheer me up every moments, my family who always support me :) wanna thanks harvey call me all the way from perth just to comfort me on that night, appreciate it alot and thanks to him :) i really lost and dunno what to do, i tried to find those happy memories between us again but still not enough to cover my sadness.
i dont know who shall i talk to.. i really need a shoulder now, my tears just couldnt hold, for what she meant to me and what had she done to me, you now can called me dump carmen just because i'm too emo on this, but think about it, it's what best friends for, not even for bf or husband, for me i'll put family & friends 1st, relationship may last long but family & friendship will last till you dead..
i'm truly truly upset with you, please dont come back to me anymore, i dont want to hurt myself again, i rather go and meet new friends, which i already do have a bunch of buddies even better than you! you're just too selfish, i'm not emo here, i dont want people to pity on me.. that's how i stand strong now..
i need a new bff, who wants to be my new bff :p
urgh i dont know how to start the story between us, both of us knew each other for many years, and the click between us just happened like that, we've been doing alot of silly things together, girlie nightout, gossiping & also support each other. bah, i think it's all over now, i'm really really upset with her, i dont even know how to describe her now. just plain disappointment, and my heart breaks.. haih
i was so jealous and envy on those bff who really can get along so well, but not for me.. i know i have another bunch of best buddies, but still not close as you, you're just like my big sister, we share alot of things together, and we know what's thinking in our heart..
bah i dont want to find myself so suffering because of her, i have my own life, i still got a bunch of friends who can cheer me up every moments, my family who always support me :) wanna thanks harvey call me all the way from perth just to comfort me on that night, appreciate it alot and thanks to him :) i really lost and dunno what to do, i tried to find those happy memories between us again but still not enough to cover my sadness.
i dont know who shall i talk to.. i really need a shoulder now, my tears just couldnt hold, for what she meant to me and what had she done to me, you now can called me dump carmen just because i'm too emo on this, but think about it, it's what best friends for, not even for bf or husband, for me i'll put family & friends 1st, relationship may last long but family & friendship will last till you dead..
i'm truly truly upset with you, please dont come back to me anymore, i dont want to hurt myself again, i rather go and meet new friends, which i already do have a bunch of buddies even better than you! you're just too selfish, i'm not emo here, i dont want people to pity on me.. that's how i stand strong now..
i need a new bff, who wants to be my new bff :p
Thursday, October 14, 2010
ommmggeeee
been neglected this blog for awhile, so its time to update abit.. recently my mood has been up & down again.. down because of stress (again!! i know it's so yesterday) up because i've great bunch of friends & family.. i noticed my blog had really turned into a sentimental side of me.. hmm for those who wanted to know me well he/she should read my blog, the inner part of me.. lol
stress aside, and sickness too, oh i've been sick for days :( need to share something which it's really made my day :)
1st i bought an iphone4, ya i know i'm hype on the launch & also iphone4 heats, just being kiasu to own this baby! ok story telling time, i've pre-book a spot for the maxis launch, picked sat as i'll be free, not as crazy as others just to que on thurs mid nite.. read alot of incidents of getting the iphone4, so i decided to head to garden early in the morning on sat, luckily xine was working for maxis on dat day, so she can update me the latest status.. lol.. but when i got thr i wasnt in my slot to get the number yet.. hafta wait till 6pm, btw i reached at 11am.. so in between i dunno wat to do.. was chilling in the garden for the 1st few hours, went to borders n read some books, ended up buying 2 new graphic books, then meet up wif xine to get some coffee, when i was out from toilet meeting xine n colleague at the escalator there, there's an old lady watching me from top to bottom, and suddenly she speaks to me, she said my leg so white (btw i was wearing shorts) must becareful & dont walk alone, later criminal happen.. i was like wtf!? then faster nodded head & leave the place -.-" how come i got lectured by ppl in the public! duh.. went to starbucks later to get my coffee.. chill there awhile, surfing net using my 3G network!! coz starbucks wifi service is down -.-" makes some calls to friends & cousin called & asked if i wanted to sell off my iphone 3Gs.. after that i couldnt tahan to wait for another 3 more hours, been lepaking so hard only used 3 hours.. so i decided to go back to eden for awhile to handle some work.. jammed all the way back.. get some work done, then received xine msg saying that i can get my num d, so i quickly rush back to garden -.-" jammed all the way again.. then que awhile, got my num and finally time for food! haven been eating for the whole day.. while waiting xine to get her bag, i bumped into bryan, my coll junior.. his parents was waiting the num but they're running out of time because they got a movie to catch.. so he asked me wat num i've then i leave for dinner.. just going down to the escalator he called me again n asked me if i wanted to switched num wif him, n only need to wait for another 30 mins.. i was so happy because i ady waited for 1 whole day, how lucky am i to get it earlier.. lol so i told xine we go for our dinner after i took my iphone.. then i waited in the hall for 45 mins.. finally my turn! i was so blur until i walk to the wrong counter, because i know there's only 60 counter but my counter was 64.. i thought i heard wrongly or see wrongly, due to no food for whole day.. when i was guide to my counter there's another fat guy jump que! i was damn mad.. i need to wait until they finish 1st only until my turn.. haih.. good lucks end too soon.. get all my info done den i transfer to another counter.. and finally got my iphone4 -.-" so many adventure for my iphone purchase.. got my sim cut into microsim size, get a casing & screen protector for baby, oh bump into lionel when i bought my casing.. then me n xine off for dinner, we both are starving ady.. on the way when we walk from garden to mid valley, before the bridge connection i dont know why i slipped my new iphone4 n it dropped on the floor!!!! O.O i stunned awhile, was so calm faster pick it up, rub abit n continue walking, that time thr was passenger walking by n saw me dropping it.. xine was stunned thr too.. n i told xine nothing one.. but by the time we reach la manila cafe, sit down ady i suddenly feels so heartache! damn within 30 mins my baby kissed on the floor d! -.-" was damn no mood for the whole dinner.. haih.. some more was heading to hoe's place after that for small gathering.. n i was being the topic again for them to laugh at me!! ok story end.. i heartache again.. poor baby -.-"
2nd things, i sold off my iphone 3Gs to my cousin, was holding 2 iphones in a week, so gaya.. but dont think can afford 2 iphones, need to sell it off.. but was happy that i'm taking 2 iphone walk around in a week -.-"
3rd, i'm taking this very serious.. i'm thinking of further study.. ady start researching and applying online.. i cant believe it.. i'm making the move! seriously i'm thinking it very hard now is it possible for me? because i'll be taking my master either in the states or aussie, alot of plannings, financial & time arrangement to do.. i need back my passion, so ppl pls support me ok? he he
4th since last 2 weeks i'm partying hard again.. yea back to party life -.-" not antisocial anymore.. tml gonna have another party! ok i need to update my party closet.. lol
5th, can i say i love my family n friends again? i really wanted to thank my mum who always support me n take care of me, even though she mumble non stop, n my daddy being my driver to drive me around & always quietly supporting me at the back. i'll try to have more time for family.. n to my friends, i never felt so happy again.. they're cheering me up every moment :)) n i would really love to if i had the chance to be in a relationship.. heheh.. is there any possibility for us? hmm.. well just let it be..
6th my tripping for next year is confirmed!! may macau/hk; june langkawi; july taiwan.. wooohoooo.. now thinking some plan for year end.. i need an escape badly!
i really do wish my happy moments can last long, well at least it can cheer me up for not being so stress from work.. all i hope is everything will runs smoothly & taking things easy dont pressure myself.. a good sign n a good start for me now :)
till then xoxo
stress aside, and sickness too, oh i've been sick for days :( need to share something which it's really made my day :)
1st i bought an iphone4, ya i know i'm hype on the launch & also iphone4 heats, just being kiasu to own this baby! ok story telling time, i've pre-book a spot for the maxis launch, picked sat as i'll be free, not as crazy as others just to que on thurs mid nite.. read alot of incidents of getting the iphone4, so i decided to head to garden early in the morning on sat, luckily xine was working for maxis on dat day, so she can update me the latest status.. lol.. but when i got thr i wasnt in my slot to get the number yet.. hafta wait till 6pm, btw i reached at 11am.. so in between i dunno wat to do.. was chilling in the garden for the 1st few hours, went to borders n read some books, ended up buying 2 new graphic books, then meet up wif xine to get some coffee, when i was out from toilet meeting xine n colleague at the escalator there, there's an old lady watching me from top to bottom, and suddenly she speaks to me, she said my leg so white (btw i was wearing shorts) must becareful & dont walk alone, later criminal happen.. i was like wtf!? then faster nodded head & leave the place -.-" how come i got lectured by ppl in the public! duh.. went to starbucks later to get my coffee.. chill there awhile, surfing net using my 3G network!! coz starbucks wifi service is down -.-" makes some calls to friends & cousin called & asked if i wanted to sell off my iphone 3Gs.. after that i couldnt tahan to wait for another 3 more hours, been lepaking so hard only used 3 hours.. so i decided to go back to eden for awhile to handle some work.. jammed all the way back.. get some work done, then received xine msg saying that i can get my num d, so i quickly rush back to garden -.-" jammed all the way again.. then que awhile, got my num and finally time for food! haven been eating for the whole day.. while waiting xine to get her bag, i bumped into bryan, my coll junior.. his parents was waiting the num but they're running out of time because they got a movie to catch.. so he asked me wat num i've then i leave for dinner.. just going down to the escalator he called me again n asked me if i wanted to switched num wif him, n only need to wait for another 30 mins.. i was so happy because i ady waited for 1 whole day, how lucky am i to get it earlier.. lol so i told xine we go for our dinner after i took my iphone.. then i waited in the hall for 45 mins.. finally my turn! i was so blur until i walk to the wrong counter, because i know there's only 60 counter but my counter was 64.. i thought i heard wrongly or see wrongly, due to no food for whole day.. when i was guide to my counter there's another fat guy jump que! i was damn mad.. i need to wait until they finish 1st only until my turn.. haih.. good lucks end too soon.. get all my info done den i transfer to another counter.. and finally got my iphone4 -.-" so many adventure for my iphone purchase.. got my sim cut into microsim size, get a casing & screen protector for baby, oh bump into lionel when i bought my casing.. then me n xine off for dinner, we both are starving ady.. on the way when we walk from garden to mid valley, before the bridge connection i dont know why i slipped my new iphone4 n it dropped on the floor!!!! O.O i stunned awhile, was so calm faster pick it up, rub abit n continue walking, that time thr was passenger walking by n saw me dropping it.. xine was stunned thr too.. n i told xine nothing one.. but by the time we reach la manila cafe, sit down ady i suddenly feels so heartache! damn within 30 mins my baby kissed on the floor d! -.-" was damn no mood for the whole dinner.. haih.. some more was heading to hoe's place after that for small gathering.. n i was being the topic again for them to laugh at me!! ok story end.. i heartache again.. poor baby -.-"
2nd things, i sold off my iphone 3Gs to my cousin, was holding 2 iphones in a week, so gaya.. but dont think can afford 2 iphones, need to sell it off.. but was happy that i'm taking 2 iphone walk around in a week -.-"
3rd, i'm taking this very serious.. i'm thinking of further study.. ady start researching and applying online.. i cant believe it.. i'm making the move! seriously i'm thinking it very hard now is it possible for me? because i'll be taking my master either in the states or aussie, alot of plannings, financial & time arrangement to do.. i need back my passion, so ppl pls support me ok? he he
4th since last 2 weeks i'm partying hard again.. yea back to party life -.-" not antisocial anymore.. tml gonna have another party! ok i need to update my party closet.. lol
5th, can i say i love my family n friends again? i really wanted to thank my mum who always support me n take care of me, even though she mumble non stop, n my daddy being my driver to drive me around & always quietly supporting me at the back. i'll try to have more time for family.. n to my friends, i never felt so happy again.. they're cheering me up every moment :)) n i would really love to if i had the chance to be in a relationship.. heheh.. is there any possibility for us? hmm.. well just let it be..
6th my tripping for next year is confirmed!! may macau/hk; june langkawi; july taiwan.. wooohoooo.. now thinking some plan for year end.. i need an escape badly!
i really do wish my happy moments can last long, well at least it can cheer me up for not being so stress from work.. all i hope is everything will runs smoothly & taking things easy dont pressure myself.. a good sign n a good start for me now :)
till then xoxo
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