it's end of feb ady!

been watching alot of movies this few weeks.. and this time was three days in a row non stop stepping into the same cinema but watched different movie, the most addicted was benjamin buttons.. 

the story is very touching, and it keeps on repeating in my mind.. a boy who was born as a old man but died as a baby.. quite interesting.. although it's 3 hours show but it was worth it.. not to forget got a good accompanied beside me.. he he.. begging them to watch this movie since last week.. sat night couldn't get the ticket, sun night timing was not right and finally yesterday night we watched it.. although it's rushing (yea, every time we rush for movies) and tiring but still can make it.. ke ke.. thank you guys! 

guess my hobby now is watching series and movies during my non-working time.. ha ha.. when's our next movie eh? and this few days i've been not thinking too much on all my works.. trying to get another attention rather than working non-stop.. and i'm glad i've all the good friends around me that could cherish me when i'm down.. i shall not make them worried about me anymore.. especially facing to family.. grandma is getting weaker weeks by weeks.. and she had told me and ask me alot of things.. i would love to take care of her but i cant split myself.. felt so guilty.. 

i need to look back what i've done for the pass few months, what i've gain and what i've lose.. i never thought that time flies real fast, now i've run through 2 months of 2009.. and i didnt really archive anything yet! oh, got 1 thing that should be happy about.. i've open another new saving accounts, i guess now i dont have any excuses not to save money.. and i've cut down my credit card usage, good right! more to go.. i scared it only can last for 1 month.. ha ha.. we'll see how it goes..

and speaking about eden, was trying to expend.. not trying.. is expending and will be moved out on apr or may.. i dont know is this a good timing for us to start everything again.. alot of planning and proposal need to be done and also follow-up jobs are hard to coop when you're not in the shop in the day time.. need to work harder on that.. management wise need to be improve and not only being friends and partnership but it's all about the business.. sometimes i couldnt understand why they're rushing for something when our ability is so down and lack of manpower.. i'm not a fulltime and i was trying very hard to coop back everything in the business.. i cant even concentrate on what i'm doing now.. aiks.. 

i need more and more energy to boots me up.. now i'm drinking 2 cups of coffee per day.. and sleeps at 2am every night, wake up at 7.30am in the morning.. that's my daily routine.. if i've chance to choose i still will stick back to my lifestyle, as i've used to it! bah.. 

cheer up carmen! time to take a sip of coffee again!

failure

that's the word to describe me now..

nobody's want to fail, and so do i.. just expected too much in certain stuff and it turns out hurting myself and that gets me real down.. just couldn't believe no one is appreciated for it and it's now all gone!

gotta buried myself now.. again!

stressed out for the whole day and night is not fun at all! guess it will still continue until tomorrow and the day after.. really hard to breathe.. 

urgh! i'm so failed this time! *white flag*

love is in the air

valentine's day was awesome! never thought that it actually had so much fun and joy! was not a proper outing plan but it's glad that everyone can hangout together, had lunch and dinner, worked together and play together.. haha..

so it was a saturday, woke up and head to eden for work, got a few appointment that need to be handled by me, i guess got 3 appointment in a row non-stop.. was a tiring afternoon, till evening only got time to eat my breakfast plus lunch! and together accompanied by rick, fay and fred, we chit chatting while eating in sambal sushi near our place.. it's good to catch up from all 4 of us together again.. never been so relax to chat for so long and hang out at that place for 2 hrs (yes we break for 2 hrs while nobody jaga shop!) spread the love together-gather.. ha ha.. and i get fred to belanja me and fetch me home too! i need pamper mar :p

then after finish up all my stuff, head back home and changed for dinner.. it was a last minute plan.. head to the curve, very jam (luckily ask bro to fetch me there) and very pack.. find a restaurant that it didnt takes long time to be served.. so we choose dragon-i to dine in.. and we were the last table to leave.. because we..
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taking picture non stop.. ha ha..











great accompany again with ky, lok and hiki.. chai only managed to join us after 11.. while waiting for him we all go out jalan-jalan on the street..

and we girls got a bouquet of flowers! aww.. so sweet!

eh wrong picture! he's supposed to give the flower to us girls! missed out taking picture of lok.. ky bought 2 bouquet flowers for each of them..


and i got surprised from chai who bought me a big bouquet of roses! it's cream color roses! like it so much! a big thankyou and a big hug for you chai! he he.. and hiki is complaining mine are real roses but her's is fake.. even we still argued in fb.. aiks.. jealousy.. ha ha.. kidding only.. i know hiki wont get jealous so easy.. she just.. just too happy for me i guess..

then after all the flowers giving ceremony (ha ha.. u got it! we've been staying at the stall quite a long time for the guys to pick flowers for us! and negotiate for the price too! the price really damn expensive okay! ke ke) so we head to a place sit down and have a cup of tea.. 1st went to starbucks.. full.. then coffee bean.. been chased out cause closing.. then we find a cafe called heaven and start chit chatting and gaming again!





yea we played blackjack for the whole night and chai being the banker keep losing money to us.. ha ha.. i'm the overall winner eh.. and he gotta fetch me back home too! thanks to him alot!

really enjoy the night we've been hanging out together although i was so tired from work but it's all worth it.. u guys made my day! valentine's isn't that bad for what i've expected to be this year! he he.. guess love is in the air and no body can stop it!

something that crawling in my mind

decision making..

not again!

i hate this kind of feeling, it's not a normal decision, it's my future either you want to do it or lose it, guess spending the whole night thinking about it, i still cant figure out the answer of yes or no..

oh well, think positive, and i'll get my answer..

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having lou sang with friend some days back last week at pj state south pacific restaurant

infamous sauceless satay

food galore

cny is over and everything back to normal life, busy as usual, i wish i could have more holidays and budget for trips.. hmm.. valentine's day is so near, and yet this year is different for me.. i won't envy the lovebirds yet i'll wish them happily ever after :)

backdated post 3: xmas celebration

totally forgot to post pix from xmas.. yes.. i know it's last year thing, but still i've material to blog right? ha ha..

post for 23th dec, 2 days before xmas..

company have a xmas dinner cum farewell for my colleague at the curve italianese.. from starter to main course till dessert! was very full and cheessy meal! total of 20 peoples sat on a long table and the food just passing from one end till another end non stop.. but too bad didnt snap any pictures cause everybody is busy eating and chatting..

then the 2nd round moved to laundry bar, bosses are kind enough to buy us few jugs of beers, many kinds of cocktails, and a bottle of tequila! everyone was good drinker but some of us got tipsy! he he.. too bad my camera run out of battery, just got a few shots, and hiki's had accidentally lost all of her pictures! argh.. too many candid shots are in her camera but all gone! blame hiki who cant let me to show all the nice photos! he he..















highlights of that day, somebody is drunk dial! shh.. was so damn funny called wrongly ppl's name and obviously the person is not me! i still can drive home.. he he..

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and on xmas eve,

it's a working day, so after work (cabut early that day) and went home for dinner.. then me & friends went to cheras up to a small hill and chill over there.. as u can refer my previous post which i post up a kl night view photo.. the environment was so nice to relax and put everything down just to watch the kl scenery and let the wind blow.. was waiting for the fireworks but pass 12 the klcc just turn off the light, no fireworks on xmas eve, kinda disappointed.. so we just went for a drink at mamak to celebrate our xmas! ha ha..

my guess was wrong as still have 2nd round.. went to casa subang for drinking session plus bday celebration for chai.. and guess what, we only start drinking at 2.30am, cut cake at 3am and continue drinking until 6am! was freaking tired and tipsy! but it was a great night with all the new friends together!









take a 3hrs of sleep.. went to eat breakfast, then head back home to sleep again! evening went to eden to jaga shop, then dinner with hiki and yam cha wif sam! so called end of the xmas day but the horror just begun! mid night starting to sick, got high fever, flu and sore throat! sick for 1 whole week and i didnt even have energy to celebrate on new year eve.. what a great present i got for my xmas huh.. ha ha..

okay finish story telling.. still have another story till next post! he he..

cnyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

happy niu year!
guess i've been busy for the cny week and abandoned my blog again.. house hooping during cny, collecting angpaos and eating good food are more important for me! ha ha.. and it's great to catch up with friends, spending times with families and relatives and not to forget the gambling part! lol.. this year was a bad luck for me keep on giving out money to people, but at least we have a great time.. haha.. and the yummy food that i've during cny makes me gained weight! argh.. need to diet!

will leave some photos before signing off.. he he..
this was taken on the 2nd day of cny at sam's house, was too lazy to snap around when there's so many good food and money out thr! lol