![self-proclaimed [cute little princess™]'s e-diary](http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_5WUzRMu2I3w/TQc3jFRdfQI/AAAAAAAAANI/gJZVA5xdLas/S1600-R/10header.gif)
spanking new year ahead, festive season mood already gone and now is the 2010, time flies so fast, hardly taking a deep breathe to slow down. time is so precious!
i'm loving december but hating january.
december is the festive month where thr's lots of holidays, which means got excuses for nice meals & party down town, been having xmas lunch, dinner, bbq & drinking session, get closer with all the colleagues, friends n family, and also pampered myself by buying an expensive bag (again!) then off to new year dinner & countdown, but starting on 1.1.2010 already woke up early for work and work.
*for the picture viewing me lasy to upload it here, just goto my facebook to view XD
**and for my status update just follow me at twitter.. lol.. abandoned my blog ady.
actually now i should continue my work but i'm just not into the mood, whole body aching and lack of sleeps. and also been emo for the pass few days, i dont know why the bad luck is still sticking me, wont let me have a normal life as i wish to, just cant let go on the things that i've been struggling now. feel so bad!
the whole thing for this blog post aso kinda emo, i cant control my feelings when the bad things happened on me, and i've cried again for once when the situation is so damn bad and the feeling is so sucky! i told myself to be strong but i just couldnt hold my tears, it automatic dropped down. worst thing just pushing me very hard and i cant stand it. haih.
felt so stupid and silly for once again. in everything: career, family, friends and relationship, all damn complicated game that needed alot of efforts to play and move on. the most difficult game is the relationship part, just couldnt guess what will happened next or how the feel had totally changed. miss all the things that he had done for me and what we've been, the sweetest time is always too short, only left memory in my heart. surprises makes me happy :) yet coolness makes me upset :(
miracles oh miracles! i'm still believing it no matter how bad is the situation. i know i'm damn lucky and too greedy to ask for more, but for just once i'm hoping miracles happen on me, everything goes well and hard work pays off!
time for some sleep, if not turned into zombie again.
work just drag till tomorrow, it's still holiday wei!
2 comments:
Amiable fill someone in on and this mail helped me alot in my college assignement. Gratefulness you as your information.
Opulently I assent to but I dream the collection should have more info then it has.
Post a Comment