old & new me

time flies. it's the last month of the year 2009.

still the same old me, but i need to be a new me for next year, which is just a few weeks later..

same thing like last time, i'll list down what i've archived for this year and the resolution for the brand new year :)

in year 2009

jan

cny month, eating n visiting friends non-stop, glad i meet back my primary & secondary school mates, and of coz angpao money this year is damn alot :p

feb

meeting back my ex-colleagues and farewell for my colleague :(

mar

spending a lot of precious time with families :)

apr

is my bday month! lot of celebration & surprises! unexpected.. he he.. and went for a short roadtrip..

may

crazy month, outings non-stop from partying to roadtrips, and it was the most sweetest month for me but it ended too fast :( too complicated for us..

oh 1st time ever attended malay's wedding dinner

june

due to the down-ess of my emotions, crying non-stop, more outings and starting renovations for the new eden

jul

still damn sad and emo, and grandma starting to get weak day by day.. had a stupid fight with bff until cold war.. and i've also made my biggest purchase in my life, booked a car!

aug

got my new car and got scratched for the 1st time -.-" and went for roadtrip again to PD for 2 days in a row -.-"

sep

more n more outings & roadtrips -.-" seems like continuous non-stop.. and partying too -.-" damn pk for this month.. 1st week of holidays-1st day clubbing, 2nd day drove to melacca, 3rd day movie, 2 days later clubbing again.. 2nd week of holidays-roadtrip to melacca again, then drinking session the next day, 2nd day drinking again (conned night!) then 3rd day drinking again! worst on 3rd day and i cant forgive myself for being so drunk and spoiled the whole date :( my fault after a nice n romantic dinner plus movies but i spoiled the night.. damn, i'm so regret and feel so guilty.. i thought the 2nd chance is here but i just spoiled it :( i was so upset and go out to drink again on the weekends -.-" 2 days in a row again! oh and i made another purchase-iphone!

oct

very happening again, meet up with ex-colleagues & her frens, cousin's 21st birthday, bachelor's night, birthday celebrations, yamcha n outings with s6-ians, roadtrip to PD again and collected my iPhone, and eden gallery changed name to eden bridals

nov

officially wed is the movie day, drinking session again and again, and oh went to sing k! booked hk's hotel & air tix to bali & ho chi minh, crazy planning for next year!

dec

be a videographer for actual day wedding and got alot of surprises from a friend :)

(soon to be add in more)

phew! there's alot of things happened in just a year, without noticing it.. glad that i went thru all the hard times, learned alot of new things and also start planning for my future :p

well guess this year was the most hectic year for me, and i cant believe that now i'm owning a new car and a new phone, all paid by my self!

ok here's the list of my resolution for the year of 2010:

- sayang my body and take good care of my health (that's a must!)

- target earn 80k next year

- car & phone got it ady, must maintain

- start saving more, target 1k per month

- invest on housing, guess it's time to start planning to buy a new house for myself!

- more trips & gateway!

- changing to a new working environment (well, every year i did say the same thing but i still stick with my current company -.-")

- be more brave to myself, do not shy to ask! (which i'm coz i know i'm so introvert!)

- start gym or yoga! need diet! i need to slim down!

- more shopping to pamper myself more :p

- more time for families & old friends

- get a bf! lol i'm serious!

- get more books to read.. been stopping buying books recently -.-"

well i guess i wont want to expect more from the list above, sometimes life's interesting when you have a lot of surprises and unexpected things that happened around you, as i'm enjoying every moment in my life now!

time to forget all the bad things that happened on me and start thinking positive, it's the end of the year ady and need to kick start another brand new year ahead! i've always wanted to have a happy ending of each and everything but life is unfair, and there's always challenge ahead. i hope i'm still strong enough, as i've been in bad luck for 2 years, and i'm used to it, sick of it actually. so i need to work harder for myself and help others if i've the ability.

hope next year will be a brighter year for me! *finger crossed*