proud of myself

never been so free and relax for the weekends, and today i amazingly woke up at 12! very rare situation as i always need to wake up early for work, even on weekends.. everyone been asking me why am i so free today -.-" why i cant have a day off ler? hmm

let see, today i had lunch with gene at zen, pyramid, was surprised that bump into ex's friend (which i forgot his name, my fault) who worked as chef in zen, more surprise is he treated us a plate of seafood salad (i guess, cause didnt eat much) and potato salad! really wanted to thank him so much! supposed this is for gene's birthday lunch, haha, but we got ordered more food la.. their sushi and dessert very nice (will post it next time, got pictures!) then we chit chat abit and camwhore abit, as usual la.. after that gene going to meet her friends and i walk around at pyramid alone to do some survey and take some pictures for work (thanks gene for borrowing her cam, my cam borrowed to fay, why so confusing ar.. hmm) yes i'm doing work on weekend also, for a big project coming up, kinda excited though, snap pictures like no body business, people around looking at me i also dont care, hah!

and the evil part begins, after done for my survey i went some window shopping since i was in pyramid.. and there's many of S-A-L-E!!! couldn't resist it so have to check out all the stores (being so desperate to shop for cheap items pulak) mind my words - window shopping only! cause i've banned from shopping until end of the month! early of the month already splurged on 2 watches, must control! so i was in guess and i spotted a bag (my bag spoiled d so hafta look for a new one) like it very much, some more got 40% off! i was struggling in the shop for awhile, even i asked the sales girl to take a new one for me and gonna pay! but at last i dropped it, i dont know why, maybe i've think of the hard earn money and how i just spend like that! proud of myself #1

so sad to leave the store, and i was thinking maybe i get another cheaper bag to use 1st.. so i went to f21 to search for it.. along to the store i spotted aldo got sales! (see sales are evil) so i automatically walk in to aldo and spotted a mary jane's heels that i wanted to get for a long time! 50% some more T.T too bad it's last pair, and the sales girl are evil again, she said she can give me another 10% due to some minor scratches on the heels! argh so tempting! but i told myself to control control control! leaving the shop with tears in heart again! proud of myself #2

no mood to shop already, the more i shop the more i wanted to get everything.. but i'm proud at myself i can control of spending so much on all the branded stuff! if i were at the last time i sure will buy it, at last regret why i spend so much and make myself so broke, suffer! ha ha.. actually not broke also, just that over my budgets!

oh and actually i wanted to get some new clothes for work in topshop, luckily didnt try it.. if not i sure regret again why i didnt get it.. proud of myself #3

went to pick up my mum after that, help her abit in her shop then went back home for dinner.. after dinner mum said wanted to goto aunty's place so i'm thinking of going to perodua showroom to have a look, dad tag along.. and guess what.. i've made my biggest purchase! for now la.. aiks.. so it's confirmed i'm getting myvi SE pearl white! yay! can get my new baby in 2 weeks time.. bah.. i've control for buying expensive and branded things in the afternoon, but at night i splurged even more! no eyes see! proud of myself #4 (this statement is to say that i'm proud to made decision in just less than 1 hour -.-")

aih.. luckily i haven go and apply for a new credit card, if not means more spending for me.. now i've to look into my monthly spending again, need to calculate again and again! why money gone so fast? wish that i'm in the rich family or i just marry a rich husband so i can get everything that i want!

oh no! i'm dreaming again! not even asleep yet.. aiks.. perhaps i just need to get more jobs for more money to spend! bah i need to stay in the house to avoid using money again!