miracles

can u spot there's actually 2 rainbow in the sky? taken this shot while i was driving back home and stuck in traffic jams (i'm a safe driver ar.. keke)

so many things wanted to tell but i just dont know how to tell out and it's still very complicated.. things are not that i thought so easily and so simple! well it's still the time that matters, am trying not to think about it but still it'll stuck in my mind every single moment.. guess i'm too into it already? mixed feeling and i dont know what should i react for now! should i just let it go or just continue on what we've now.. i cant control the things that happened between us and i just wanted to let you know how i felt.. only god knows what will happened next and i'm trying to overcome my emotions and frustration.. am hoping for miracles as i always be.. will this time miracles happen on me again? 

grandma was admitted to hospital 2 days back.. so worried about her health conditions as she getting weaker n weaker by days.. i was so sad to see her suffering in the hospital, she misses home so much! was in hospital visiting her for 2 days and she seems she's slowly get well from her sickness.. now i realized how important health is and need to take it seriously.. i guess i need to cut down all my unhealthy life style and be more stronger person, cant always fall sick like last time, am so scared of it, especially the asma that i've..

oh and my trip are finally back.. last time was scheduled to go krabi by mid aug, due to swine flu hafta cancelled it and yesterday just out of sudden fay asked me if i wanted to go hk next year, airasia got free seats again.. so finger cross this time i'm able to go for my long awaited trip!

ok i'm awake now and need to get my things done!

till then..