failure

that's the word to describe me now..

nobody's want to fail, and so do i.. just expected too much in certain stuff and it turns out hurting myself and that gets me real down.. just couldn't believe no one is appreciated for it and it's now all gone!

gotta buried myself now.. again!

stressed out for the whole day and night is not fun at all! guess it will still continue until tomorrow and the day after.. really hard to breathe.. 

urgh! i'm so failed this time! *white flag*