urgh.. untitled

i'm so going to be crazy! and i'm super duper sleepy now, baggy eyes, pimples on my face.. argh! still facing all sort of urgent jobs again and again! and the best damn thing is you had to work over the weekends, over the nights, and over the places! with lots of mails, papers, files, smses all on your desk!

bah.. ranting again, not fun at all!

let's make this post be a happy post, i'll stop ranting once i'm get over with it, it's just feel so annoyed and no body would understand your situation, i just like to type it out but not speak it out..

recently found out that i've so many bad habits (aiks..) and i need to change it! my 1st resolution of the year of 2009.. and i'm hoping that everything will turn good since i'm still suffering from all sorts of problems.. 

and the most important thing is i need to find back my passion of my life, i need to get a new job i guess, change to a new environment and start everything again, but still i'm not brave enough to take the move yet.. i'm so realistic now, every single sen and single sec is important to me! where's my dream now, i'm hoping to be an executive creative director! now not even a professional designer here..

let's pray for the best to me, sick of everything and sick of my life (as i always ranting in my blog) i need some one who really can understand me and encourage me in my life.. i admit i'm greedy, i wants a lot of stuff, but do i really NEED it? nah.. question mark again

my emotion is up and down, things come real fast and passed in a sudden too! i've learned how to appreciate and not make things get so complicated but sometimes people will take advantage on you, there's no conclusion, as i'm still learning.. 

1 more month to go and stepping into a brand new year again, this year, is the most challenging year for me as everything had changed, new things come in and old relationship had ended.. the best part is i feel more released but more responsible on new things..

- get more healthy life style (or try to be)

- more time for family and old friends.. of coz new friends as well

- more challenging job scoop or changing to a new environment

- pamper myself more (that means more shopping.. wheee)

- earn 50k in 2009 (phew, this is tough)

- travel to bangkok! or bali!

- new car for myself (still planning what car should i get, suggestion?)

- new phone for myself (my phone is dying real soon..)

finally listed down my 2009 resolution! i guess this is easy for me to achieve all the things above.. will add on if i've something in my mind.. i need a sip of coffee now, very sleepy..

more photo will be up once i transfer from camera, it takes millions of years to transfer and edit.. ha ha..

ps: plan for holiday pleaseeee! or any events and partay i could join? *bleh*