gene got her new camera!

this girl wanted to buy a camera long time ago, so finally she got her new camera! we've done so many times of shopping after work..

so after she bought her new camera and we also walk for quite a few hours, finally we decided to settle our dinner at nando's, here's come the pictures with happy people :)







grab this picture from her fb..

i'm craving for nando's now.. aiks..
will continue another backdated post.. get back to work now! ciaoz

while driving to the airport

.. in the early morning, woke up at 5, the sky is still dark, the road is still clear and the lights are still on. i've a weird feeling this morning when i woke up, and i still very blur.. forcing my self to stay awake and i was thinking so many things at the same time from the journey to lcct, luckily friend are beside me and i'm glad she would listen to all my problems and also she's telling out her problem, makes our friendship even more closer to another stage again. it's kinda sad to see her depart and a warm hug had cheered up my day, with all the wishes then i left alone back to kl.

although she's not leaving very long.. bah only 4 days but she's only the one who can i talk with and trusted! i felt the journey back to kl was way long than i expected and i really release all my stress on the road, somehow it reminds me i still have a long way to go and i need to go for it.

that's the lesson i've learned today, and i hope everything will be fine now. i'm now awake for everything, sun rise and sun set, that's called life! cheer up babeee!

shit i'm late for work now! ciaoz~
will post up more happy photos soon!

ps: have a safe journey and get crazy on your holidays! i'll miss u tonesss!

depressed

i'm so pissed off rite now, and i dunno who should i talk to now to let go my anger! argh! or i dunno where shall i start this story..

today i was no in a good mood, tiring cause didnt sleep well, and luckily today was not busy as i though and happily filling all the close job sheets and bill the client.. still have time to edited some pictures and post up all my pending post.. so time flies until 6 where i finish work then head to eden, traffic was smooth and upon arrived at eden i already got the feeling something would happened but i cant tell what exactly it is.. so i do some stuff there, checking all the albums, slotting in some cards and arranged nicely.. so this customer (my friend's friend) came and claim for the album and i really dunno what's going on but the girl's face turned real dark after she heard that she only can get her album tml, and after awhile i received my friend's sms saying that she's very disappointed and angry what we did.. and i really got pissed off when she say all those things out and saying we are not responsible and being unfair to them cause their friends already took the album which is upgraded (and cost more too).. saying us do theirs faster cause we earn more for them but what the heck! she already said until like that and blaming us non stop, she should told us at 1st and not keep quite infront of my partner and flame at me! i was so hard to make decision and dunno what to do.. i cant scold her and dont care everything! and at the same time mum was keep on rambling about me for not resting well and always back home late, some more say until i joined eden is a wrong decision, she dont support me at all, and i was trying to help my friend to fetch her to airport she also blame it on me, saying me not enough of sleep and keep on scolding me.. wtf?! why everything happened in the same time that really pissed me off so badly and in different kind of emotion? and my colleague called me again to ask me about the jobs and so on, why am i a workaholic? why every single minute i also need to face to my jobs and works? why every bad things happened in the same time? why am i so unlucky now? i need to know why! now i even dunno what should i do to overcome all this things.. i really wish to escape all this problem, trying to start a whole new life again with no feeling and pressure anymore! damn! i almost killed my self, i mean mentally.. now i regret on everything that i do! i shall leave it and learn to become a cold blooded person with no feelings! i wont let all this makes me tear again! i swear! i feel the pressure will keep on pushing me till i cant breath!

just ignore what i wrote for this post, i just want to let my anger out, through words.. i'll keep my mouth shut and let it be, time will cure all the problems, and i'm still here suffering.. damn i hate my life now! i'm not a superwoman and i dunwan to be, i just want back my normal life!

family & relative's birthday

backdated post again! i still have alot of pending post.. aih.. jobs are turning up side down again.. okay stop rambling.. start posting happy pictures!

went to relative's 70 birthday at subang golf club with families.. happy to see all my long distance relatives, been years since i last saw them!



and few days later it's my little cousin bro 1 year old birthday, so the parents decided to throw a birthday party at their house.. i was late that night due to photo shoot at eden.. less word, let's start showing pictures!















that's all for now 1st, will continue posting all my pending post!

work kills? (perhaps part 2)

bah.. i've so many things to blog yet so little time to go through everything.. i wish i have 48 hours in a day.. i wish i can sort out all my works brilliantly but i cant!

ever since eden gallery was formed, my time has been turning up side down.. lack of sleep mostly and losing my weight (due to no balance meal, i skipped breakfast and dinner) argh!

but i cant blame on eden, it's my choice and no turning back.. things should look forward but not backwards.. i shall not emo on eden again and again.. just hoping everything will run smoothly and keep on track..

but how come my mind keep on thinking on the same problem that i'm facing? family already blamed on me and worried about my health condition.. friends went for photoshot but turn out saying me cheated on them.. so many things happened just in a day or two.. the other hand i need to work from home to rush deadlines for some campaign that client keep on changing last minutes.. phone calls, smses and msn messages all pop up at the same time!

i wish to buried myself!

... and finally things had gone better now :p knowing me will overcome everything and i should stand up to defend myself.. i've learned alot this time, more than enough to let me realize hardwork finally pay off!

ok enough rambling! more happy happy pics coming up!

but still stuck in work! argh *thinks happy things*

ps: i've read your blog, and i dont mean to hate you, is your attitude problem! i've been telling you all the time to calm down but you always think negatives.. think for yourself, not you are in bad luck or so, everything is possible and see whether you'll take your move or not! you're still stepping on the ground! phew!

gene's studio photo shooting

well, i managed to catch gene for shooting after work at my studio.. for my new makeup artist 'white rat' experiment :p

beware of those pixs! will kill ur eyes!
before and after makeup (such a big difference!)

and for the studio shoots.. hehe

hope she dont kills me after i post up her pics in my blog :p
bah.. another tiring starting day for me! :(

ole ole bali

big shout out to all the muslim: "selamat hari raya!"
i know it's a bit late but better then nothing right? :p

sometimes back me and gene went to ole ole bali for dinner after work at pyramid.. while waiting for our meals to come we've taken billions of pictures.. haha just kidding la.. but it's true that we took pictures non stop, some more we're sitting outside where alot of people passed by looking at us!

good to have a new camera in my hand huh.. have i mention i got a new camera yet? :p pictures time.. beware of all this killing shots! haha



that's all for today.. will try to update more often.. hehe..