yay!

revamp my blog! hah! actually not a big change also, just changing the header & the theme color.. he he.. recently obsessed with grey! now is my fav color after pink and yellow :p

and also i've changed the title of my blog, guess i'm not creative enough d.. ha ha.. cute little princess carmen sounds nicer don'tcha think? he he

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been so busy on eden lately, still under renovation, exactly the same situation as last year, but i predict this year will be more difficult(and more challenge) than last year, really need to start all over again, and i've made my choice to stay, for the time being, i dont want my heart to broke again! not that it mean so much to me (from the begining it's not my choice also!) but i can see there's something that i can have or hold on.. and i wonder why would i hafta stand so strong for? or what else i can believe besides miracles? hmm.. i would like to talk more about eden but i cant, it's everybody's business and truth to be tell i cant voice up! even though i voice up also no use, commitment getting weaker day by day.. seems like losing the trust! not their fault but is everyone's fault, i miss the time where we worked really hard for it, i mean last year.. but this year all seems to be tired and sick of the problems that keep on coming.. bah.. just let it be.. i've done my best and i know where's my limit, maybe i can just stop anytime if i wanted to, i dont want to blame on ppl who drag me in or what, being silly is part of growing up as well, and i've learned from that alot :)

sometimes i just cant recognize myself anymore, i've changed alot! dunno it's good or bad thing, but i assumed that's a good sign, and i know i'm very very lucky! cant ask for more ady.. dont be too greedy carmen!

till then!
i've pictures to post up, wait till next post la.. he he