self-proclaimed [cute little princess™]'s e-diary

okay since i've nothing to do now and feel so sleepy, so update my blog abit.

(not that i dont want to work, but waiting client to revert, some more done with all my paper works d, surf net until sien and also facebook's game not interesting liao :p)

hah!

free until so damn free, busy until freaking busy, why ar? couldnt understand. designer's life is up and down huh, it can changed in just a sec to a totally different situation.

oh yesterday i attended the board meeting, phew, like finally there's a meeting, but nothing much to shout out, problems still hanging there, and all of us already sick of it, some more we all dont have like last time punya commitments d, well just let it be, as usual, either u scored or u failed, very simple. just dont get too much tension in it i can say overall, cause i'm really tired and i've done my best..

feel like wanna change everything (oh well i'm changing it already) changed a new car, done with loan and now waiting for the car (actually got car d but not the color i wanted! so wait la) and i need to change my phone! dont know whether it's the right time for me to get iphone.. and i'm still considering whether to apply new credit card by this month or next month. oh today got a parcel (so happy to receive a parcel) actually i bought a bag from an online boutique, finally got myself a new bag, a vintage bag actually.. yay! but still i miss the guess bag :( price of coz a big difference! omg i'm changing so many stuff d!

ah i need some sparkles in my life.

guess my life are getting boring.. keep repeating the same o' problem aso sien d..

not feeling to be in a relationship for now also, being so disappointed, and hurt and no confident for myself.. sick of seeing people living happily ever after or broke up ady and still couldnt let it go.. stuck in the middle is the most suffering wei! i'm not regret or anything, just felt when the chance is not standing beside me and i'm still believing thr's another 2nd chance *finger crossed*

bah another 2 more hours to kill!

what should i do now?