distracted

that's the mood i'm in now and it feels so bad.. really bad.. so sad this is another emo post again, i've happy pictures on my bday but it doesnt seems to cheer me up somehow it makes me feel i'm such a horrible person!

i've suffer and sick of all kinds of excuses that someone had made and some how it feels disgusting to reply back and pretend to act like a pro or something that not mean to be.. it sucks all the time! i cant even concentrate on my jobs! i felt lost! damn it..

why all this shits happened around me? still the bad luck sticking on me? or i just too lucky to be the one who's unfortunate? aih.. god please tell me what to do next, i'm really feel so blank and i dunno how to move on.. although i've tried, yes i've tried to solve all the problems but it didnt worked.. too stubborn, why ar?

glad that weekends is here but still stuck with whole pile of never ending jobs! promise next post will filled with happy pictures!

feel so much better after letting out my feelings.. and i'm glad to have a good listener at my side :) well life still go on and onnnn..