promise

what does promise stands for? i dont understand why the promise had made but you'll just easily break it? so promise is just for your lame reason? argh i damn geram now.. my illustrator suddenly hang when i save it.. and my artwork was unfinish.. how could this happened to me.. blame pc.. i hafta start all over again.. argh! why everything sounds so complicated now days? i just want some easy and simple life.. why problems keep on appear in front of me?

bah.. i think i should go to bed now.. just not my day!
and tommorow i hafta rush my jobs.. argh.. everything just happen in 1 second that you'll never noticed..

i shall blog about khang's birthday up next..
i need someone can cheer me up..

busy like a bee

yes i'm so busy until i cant blog.. keke..
felt so tired after work and lazy to online at night also..

i'm bored of my jobs
kep on doing the same things for past 2 months..
argh!

*emo*

surprisingly this is another emo post again.. i cant help to control myself.. i've cried for 2 days secretly.. i wonder why my tears will drop automatically.. things still going so badly.. i hardly control it.. and that's not under my control.. i'm stuck!

all i want to do now is to calm down and think of a solution.. i cant even concentrate on my jobs.. my jobs are rubbish this few days.. cant even pass my expectation.. i feel that i really tired on my jobs ady.. sometimes i just wish i quit my professions now.. argh!

maybe time is the best medicine for me.. anyone can cheer me up? or can i just pretend to live for a whole life.. i wonder.. am i ready to challenge for my life? hmm.. guess a really need a break from everything.. sometimes i like to stay alone.. shopping, watch tv, eating, driving.. i also know that i barely spare time with my family and dear.. each time when i back home from work i only saw my family for 1 hour plus then they go off to bed and the next morning they had gone to work earlier than me.. my dear even worst.. one week only can saw him maximum 2 times.. this is my life..

life still will going on as usual.. just that everything i see now is from different point of view ady.. i can feel that everything is not that simple as we thought.. or maybe i don't live with a simple life.. keke..

and i miss my friends so much, from primary school, secondary school and college friends.. now is ex colleagues.. and i miss my cousins! i wish i could back to my kids life so that my life is so simple, just eat and sleep.. keke.. just noticed that mostly my friends all are at overseas.. they are lucky to travel and study at oversea.. but i need to wait for my luck opportunity to get to study in us.. argh.. this is what i want for now! can someone sponsor me scholarship? haha..

i still stuck in my life although i write so many stuff ady.. emo emo.. i need to pick up a heavy responsibility to myself.. aih..

back to reality! *smack my head

need to rush my jobs now.. and stop emo.. keke..

p/s: i still worried u my dear, hope everything will be fine! *finger crossed

i'm so sad

sorry.. i need to drop this post..
*emo*

will update once i free.. :)

marché!

s6 gathering was on last fri
we went marché for dinner..
let's the pic do the speaking 1st..

was so hungry that time, marche is reali a good place to hang out.. nice environment..

we order, eat, chit chat and camwhore.. hehe

since we din see each other for quite some times.. automatically thr will be so many things to gossips around.. haha.. tiong hoe and wai lee just back for holidays.. it reminds me how was my holiday during college time.. aih.. now no more holiday for me :(

din reali get to camwhore with everybody.. coz my phone died that time! argh.. not spoil la.. out of battery.. :( too bad la..

then move on we decided to khang's place to chill out.. coz someone is bring alcohol thr! keke.. so then we start to drink and chit chat non stop.. is like bringing back all the memories.. lovely!

but something fishy had happened and i dun wish to write it down here.. sorry.. and i hope yew tong knew that all of us are care about u.. mayb times will let u to be more mature and you should know what you need to do.. hehe..

back to story.. at khang's hse.. keong keep on pouring the drinks into our cups.. he's so potential to be bar tender.. haha.. and wai lee was drunk that time.. but at the end a few of us drunk ady.. keke.. such a 'memorable' nite for all of us! :P

shall continue with my next story!

stay tune!

*edited, resize picture from mac.. argh.. pc reali troublesome.. :P

dizzy weekend

so many plans i've during this weekends
from fri till sun.. non-stop
and so many things had happen
laughter, joy, sad even exciting
phew.. my life is so colorful
shall blog later..

rushing jobs..

recaps on my weekend:
s6 gathering
nestlé wellness showcase
hiki's farewell
transformer

whoa!