ops i did it again!

cant control my emotions, and i teared again and again.. i wonder is this the right way i am? or i'm just too kind to get rid of it? thinking back the incident again and again.. cant blame on who's fault.. but at least now i know better how to protect my self.. even is your trusted person.. why am i in bad luck? why all the bad things happened to me when it's not necessary in my life.. why this whole junk of shits keep going on and on for like half a year? damn it.. i'm sickening of my life ady.. 

i wish some one could hear me..

bah!

thinking back makes me cry again.. call me cry baby!