my baby

oh it's been a week since i've got my baby.. he he.. still very excited about it but no time to blog about.. been busy with some small small jobs and also i've been catching up my tvb series recently :p

hm.. what should i named my baby? pearlie? or whitey? haha.. but i still prefer called as baby.. he he.. although it's common but much more intimate feel.. hahaha.. aiks.. like i've just delivered :p well all can i said is getting a baby is easy, but the maintenance is killing me, need to put so many efforts, from the day i pay the down payment, until i got the car, tinted it, and need to 'feed' it (as in petrol la.. duh) and everyday very hardworking to clean it and wipe it.. ke ke.. guess it's still new? all my money ady put into the car.. now pk ady T.T but it's worth it la.. cause this car belongs to me.. just exactly like how to treat a baby! :D been driving here and there since the 1st day i got my car, return home from eden and showroom many times, then to jaya 1 yam cha, to bangsar and to mont kiara! phew, then the next day to mv! and after day drove it everyday to work and back home.. luckily this week can let my baby rest awhile, no time to lepak :p

guess my life now are back to normal, suddenly i felt i'm bored, and wanted to go out party and have fun, getting to know more friends (which is not my personality, i kinda hate social though) and i'm getting lazy in my jobs too.. only last minute do it and very cincai finished it only (opps hope boss & colleagues wont see this) hmm slowing down in everything i have now, no more excitements or surprises.. wonder is it a good sign? or is it a time to change? i'm thinking to change my working environment, but it's a big step for me, and i'm scared to move, i wanted to give a try to the big agencies but i've to think from alot of aspect, 1st thing of cause is the salary and the benefits, and if i'm changing i've to start all over again :( and soon i'll plan for my holiday, i really need a break, i dont mind it's just a small road trip or what, i just want to charge back my power.. he he..

time for savings again! i couldnt believe i've splurged again! bought a dress from topshop & heels from zara.. feel so guilty T.T some more i've a baby to feed.. urgh.. i'm gonna die if i continue like that! so stop asking me out for shopping or movies or meals ok? preferred someone can sponsor me all then i'll go.. hahahaah.. guess i need to get more freelance ady.. i scared i kenot tahan until end of the month.. and i need to start paying my baby's installment ady.. so fast T.T so who got jobs faster give it to me ok.. price can negotiate.. hahah..

well shall stop here, eyes are closing, and my weekends just passed like this.. so bored! oh need to take picture for my new baby! so wait for my next post okie? he he.. let me think think what else i want to modify my lovely baby 1st.. ngek ngek!

proud of myself

never been so free and relax for the weekends, and today i amazingly woke up at 12! very rare situation as i always need to wake up early for work, even on weekends.. everyone been asking me why am i so free today -.-" why i cant have a day off ler? hmm

let see, today i had lunch with gene at zen, pyramid, was surprised that bump into ex's friend (which i forgot his name, my fault) who worked as chef in zen, more surprise is he treated us a plate of seafood salad (i guess, cause didnt eat much) and potato salad! really wanted to thank him so much! supposed this is for gene's birthday lunch, haha, but we got ordered more food la.. their sushi and dessert very nice (will post it next time, got pictures!) then we chit chat abit and camwhore abit, as usual la.. after that gene going to meet her friends and i walk around at pyramid alone to do some survey and take some pictures for work (thanks gene for borrowing her cam, my cam borrowed to fay, why so confusing ar.. hmm) yes i'm doing work on weekend also, for a big project coming up, kinda excited though, snap pictures like no body business, people around looking at me i also dont care, hah!

and the evil part begins, after done for my survey i went some window shopping since i was in pyramid.. and there's many of S-A-L-E!!! couldn't resist it so have to check out all the stores (being so desperate to shop for cheap items pulak) mind my words - window shopping only! cause i've banned from shopping until end of the month! early of the month already splurged on 2 watches, must control! so i was in guess and i spotted a bag (my bag spoiled d so hafta look for a new one) like it very much, some more got 40% off! i was struggling in the shop for awhile, even i asked the sales girl to take a new one for me and gonna pay! but at last i dropped it, i dont know why, maybe i've think of the hard earn money and how i just spend like that! proud of myself #1

so sad to leave the store, and i was thinking maybe i get another cheaper bag to use 1st.. so i went to f21 to search for it.. along to the store i spotted aldo got sales! (see sales are evil) so i automatically walk in to aldo and spotted a mary jane's heels that i wanted to get for a long time! 50% some more T.T too bad it's last pair, and the sales girl are evil again, she said she can give me another 10% due to some minor scratches on the heels! argh so tempting! but i told myself to control control control! leaving the shop with tears in heart again! proud of myself #2

no mood to shop already, the more i shop the more i wanted to get everything.. but i'm proud at myself i can control of spending so much on all the branded stuff! if i were at the last time i sure will buy it, at last regret why i spend so much and make myself so broke, suffer! ha ha.. actually not broke also, just that over my budgets!

oh and actually i wanted to get some new clothes for work in topshop, luckily didnt try it.. if not i sure regret again why i didnt get it.. proud of myself #3

went to pick up my mum after that, help her abit in her shop then went back home for dinner.. after dinner mum said wanted to goto aunty's place so i'm thinking of going to perodua showroom to have a look, dad tag along.. and guess what.. i've made my biggest purchase! for now la.. aiks.. so it's confirmed i'm getting myvi SE pearl white! yay! can get my new baby in 2 weeks time.. bah.. i've control for buying expensive and branded things in the afternoon, but at night i splurged even more! no eyes see! proud of myself #4 (this statement is to say that i'm proud to made decision in just less than 1 hour -.-")

aih.. luckily i haven go and apply for a new credit card, if not means more spending for me.. now i've to look into my monthly spending again, need to calculate again and again! why money gone so fast? wish that i'm in the rich family or i just marry a rich husband so i can get everything that i want!

oh no! i'm dreaming again! not even asleep yet.. aiks.. perhaps i just need to get more jobs for more money to spend! bah i need to stay in the house to avoid using money again!

urgh.. untitled

i'm so going to be crazy! and i'm super duper sleepy now, baggy eyes, pimples on my face.. argh! still facing all sort of urgent jobs again and again! and the best damn thing is you had to work over the weekends, over the nights, and over the places! with lots of mails, papers, files, smses all on your desk!

bah.. ranting again, not fun at all!

let's make this post be a happy post, i'll stop ranting once i'm get over with it, it's just feel so annoyed and no body would understand your situation, i just like to type it out but not speak it out..

recently found out that i've so many bad habits (aiks..) and i need to change it! my 1st resolution of the year of 2009.. and i'm hoping that everything will turn good since i'm still suffering from all sorts of problems.. 

and the most important thing is i need to find back my passion of my life, i need to get a new job i guess, change to a new environment and start everything again, but still i'm not brave enough to take the move yet.. i'm so realistic now, every single sen and single sec is important to me! where's my dream now, i'm hoping to be an executive creative director! now not even a professional designer here..

let's pray for the best to me, sick of everything and sick of my life (as i always ranting in my blog) i need some one who really can understand me and encourage me in my life.. i admit i'm greedy, i wants a lot of stuff, but do i really NEED it? nah.. question mark again

my emotion is up and down, things come real fast and passed in a sudden too! i've learned how to appreciate and not make things get so complicated but sometimes people will take advantage on you, there's no conclusion, as i'm still learning.. 

1 more month to go and stepping into a brand new year again, this year, is the most challenging year for me as everything had changed, new things come in and old relationship had ended.. the best part is i feel more released but more responsible on new things..

- get more healthy life style (or try to be)

- more time for family and old friends.. of coz new friends as well

- more challenging job scoop or changing to a new environment

- pamper myself more (that means more shopping.. wheee)

- earn 50k in 2009 (phew, this is tough)

- travel to bangkok! or bali!

- new car for myself (still planning what car should i get, suggestion?)

- new phone for myself (my phone is dying real soon..)

finally listed down my 2009 resolution! i guess this is easy for me to achieve all the things above.. will add on if i've something in my mind.. i need a sip of coffee now, very sleepy..

more photo will be up once i transfer from camera, it takes millions of years to transfer and edit.. ha ha..

ps: plan for holiday pleaseeee! or any events and partay i could join? *bleh*

momo's new ride

i've promised i'll put some picture up to show momo's new ride, not an expensive car, but yet i'm lovin' it this design and you can see it everywhere on the road now *haha* sounds so cliché!

alrite pictures time!
momo's new lover :(

that's all for today!
gonna rush my jobs 1st..
ciaoz!

*am thinking the name of this new ride*
any suggestion?